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Hi everyone ^.^

I was inactive for quite a while now and I'm sorry for that. I'll do my best to at least comment on most deviations this weekend and answer what ever I am able to.
I needed some time to settle my thoughts and find back some positive thinking, because I didn't want another depri-journal up here and also didn't want to spoil comments and replies with my mood ^,^"


So.... what about some positivity?
The last weeks I have come to the idea to work as Aupair in Japan to make the first step of going there easier. Also I found a family very fast who wanted to have me there from december on for one year, BUT... to keep this short: It was me who said "no" in the end. (I could explain, but that would enlarge this journal ^,^"

Well okay. But out of all these, I was able to get new positive feeling. I am saving my money pretty good though I am barely able to buy anything because of that ^,^"
So I told myself, until december I will probably have saved up to 6000 Euro (at the moment 8400 USD) AND will have so much overtime piled up that my company here in germany will have to pay me additional 400 euros (562$) per month for about 5 more months.
That means: I could manage at least half a year in Japan completely without having to work! That doesn't make anything clear, but at least it is something I could hope for...
Also my former company in Japan told me that the situation changes positive the last months. So if the Germans will have to take more overtime like right now they'll probably have to get new teachers then and inform me immediately ^^




I'll keep this really short ^,^" my beloved car is gone ;_; I will upload a photo of it later. Work is somtimes terrible... Especially during the heat at the moment, people're going crazy. And yesterday I nearly collapsed again during work ^,^" I should drink more




For days now I wanted to start a journal to show my thoughts and feelings for the Iranian, but I am never able to put it into words. So I'll keep it short but concrete as well: please take Iran and the Iranian all over the world into your prayers. Don't think it has nothing to do with you just because you don't know anyone their. I know there is not much we as persons may be able to help them fighting for their rights, but at least... really at LEAST try to send them streangth. Spread the word and the thought. And take a minute to sign this petition:

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